Monday, November 23, 2009

Best news of my life.

OH MY GOD!!!!
I get to start TESTOSTERONE!!!!!
I just got home from an exhaustive day at school. Literally laid on the living room floor, and waited for my brain to leak out of my ears. After a few minutes I got up, grabbed a stack of mail and went to my room.
There was a letter from my dermatologist, and one from the University. I thought the University was just sending a receipt. NOPE! IT IS MY APPOINTMENT DATE TO START TESTOSTERONE!!!
So once again found myself on the ground. I'm sure it looked quite epic. I was walking down the hallways opening an envelope, and suddenly *sharp inhale of breath, and drop to knees*

I can barely type this because my hands are shaking. I don't think it has really hit me yet. I haven't cried yet.
Very soon I am never going to hate the sound of my own voice. I'm never going to have to look in the mirror and feel surprised than crushed that I actually don't look like the buff sexy guy i feel like.
Finally I get a chance to be me.
I am finally going to look like Avery Eros Finley.

Sorry if this doesn't make any sense, or isn't profound, I just can't really think yet. I'll post again soon.

1 comment:

  1. Glad to hear the good news! Just remember even if you never changed a single thing about you, you would be perfect and loved! I cant wait to see the Avery that you see when your eyes are closed.

    A

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