Titanic - Disc Two

Silk Spectre and I have migrated to the real party, Diva's.

I danced with Silk Spectre for a good chunk of the night while we were at Diva's. It was a sexy, beautiful time. See! This is exactly like Titanic. This is the scene when they have their dance party in the bottom of the deck.
Only from this point on the night kinda takes a dip in the fun level. Just like what happened with all the passengers! Oh snap!

My plan was to kiss Silk Spectre for the first time last night. I thought it would be a good present. I like to make first kisses memorial, because you only get one. Being Pride, and her birthday, I thought last night was a great choice. But that plan went askew by the time I got enough courage to do it, Silk Spectre was a little bit drunk. And Gentlemen don't kiss drunk girls. I’m not upset about missing out on kissing her. It will happen if it is supposed too.

I am just going to sum Diva's up really neat.
Silk Spectre and I have a sexy, good time together
Justin Bobby tells me I should make out with Silk Spectre even though she is drunk, charming.
Silk Spectre and Justin Bobby have a sexy, good time together.
Silk Spectre and Random Girl have a sexy, good time together.

I was left wondering what this funny sensation was that was happening inside me while seeing her with other people. I think I was feeling a bit confused at how Silk Spectre ended up having the night I wanted. I was also caught off guard by the realization that I like her a little bit more then I thought. Like I would love to make out with her, hold hands, and then NOT ignore her. Whoa! I know sounds like a small achievement for most, but having all three happen for a person is a big deal for me.
Or these unknown feelings may have been all the stuffed mushrooms I ate earlier.
I'm quite sure it was the mushrooms.

That's the twist my friends. I expected a Pride night full of flirting, and fun with any pretty girl. A night of being the Player (Play her) that I am talked about by others for being (might as well do the crime, if I am doing the time). What I got was the realization that I actually like one girl.

Realizing I have a crush on her doesn't change my game plan for the summer. I still plan on having lots of flirty fun, and being open to something real if it comes along. Maybe I will just direct extra charm toward Silk Spectre.

Really, this could develop into the best situation ever. I have been wanting someone I can have sexy fun with, and enjoy being around. But not be tied down to. I want to be able to flirt, and have fun with other people too. Basically I want to have my cake, and eat it too.

We all just want someone to make out with. Let's get real for a second. You can deny it, but you know it is true. You can attach any label or rules to it that you want. Whether it is dating, seeing someone, fucking, open relationship (my fav), or forever. Whatever the name, we all just want some lovin'.

After a trip to Denny's I made it into bed by 5:00 A.M. Only to have a car alarm go off FOUR! FOUR! FOUR TIMES!!!! outside my window. Really. That is God playing tricks with me, that's what that is.
"Let's see how much Avery can take. Oh, she's just falling to sleep. Jesus, come here! Watch what your Papa can do." *Car Alarm Noise*

** After a proper amount of sleep, thought, and digestion of the stuffed mushroom I edited this post. **

* A new name, Justin Bobby, has been brought up. But I really don't want to talk about her, I will explain another time.*

- Peace